Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Saturday, January 18, 2003

++..wEn..++

was lookin thru my past entries..
n i saw tis..

i STILL love u baby..
out of all de pain u left me.
out of all de empty promises u gave me..
out of all de hurt u brought upon me..
out of all de times u lied 2 me..
out of all dat u did 2 me..
foolish of me..
wad attracts u 2 me..
i duno..
half im glad dat u left..
half i wan u back..
jus like de begining..
u leave me in confusion..

i guess i still feel tis wae..

+++..will it rain 2 dae?..+++

hm..some friend emailed some colour test...some may be through..some i have yet to discover myself..but overall
i guess..it does make a little sense..(according to my opinion)

*its all in pictures..but im just describing it briefly*

house(light brown)---You make sure that your financial decisions are safe and secure. You are wary of taking risks and are overly cautious that tends to let golden opportunities slip from your grasp!

blouse(red)---Having a lively and outgoing personality, you don't like to blend into the crowd and pity people that do. You take fashion trends to the EXTREME! (...er...really?..to de extreme?...hmm...)

rose(white)--You are a calm person, and a good listener. You are comfortable with allowing others to take the spotlight and prefer to share in their adventures. You are protective towards your friendships and give your time freely.

car(light blue)---You are a very practical person. It's more important to you that the things you own are useful, rather than nice to look at.

handphone(black)---Business often takes priority to social occasions. You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life.

stuffed-toy bear(dark brown)---You are a no-nonsense, practical person. You make sure that you are there when your friends need you, and like to solve their problems for them.

Friday, January 17, 2003

+++..wEn..+++

im super stress wif sch wk..
till ive become mad..dun believe ask LAW JO OR DAG..

was tokin 2 dag 2dae..bout sum issues regardin her..
haix..had a little misunderstandin..check out her topic..

* Now talking in #[..o.O..]+[.M.a.Y.]+[.I.]+[.L.o.V.e.]+[.Y.o.U.]+[..O.o..]
* Topic is 'i noe i've done wrong... dear i hope u would forgive me.. dun do anything that's silly ok.. i love u ...'
* Set by Q on Fri Jan 17 17:50:01

sorry?..jus one word?..mmmx..but tings r fine now..
though im quite inferior bout EVERYTING..
mmmx..it all began when i met her 2dae..-tskx-..

anyway..been havin dreams 4 de past 2daes..
1bout her..
1bout her..
ok..FIGURE OUT THE HERS URSELF..
both dreams..i woke up devastated..-sigh-..
wad does dat mean..

honestly..whether i hv her anot or not..
doesnt really matter..its not mean or wadeva k..
im jus forcusin more on studies..n i duno wad 2 do..
shes havin mood swings..
long story..
ask me.....its hard....2 except lots..
is tis de real world?..
r dere more 2 it?..-sighx-..

+++..dE dAeS uSed 2 bE sUnnY whEn u apPEaR in mY minD..buT 2DaE..it rAineD..+++

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

YES GOT IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES HEARING IT!!!!!!! YES I LOOOVVVEEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
heavenly tune and lyrics and music and moods and voice
ahhh...its just like a dream come true..the wait is over..after erm?
2-3months of hunting...all thanks to dag!..my benifector who helped me
found out the title...yay...im happy once again..

well...now in my home sweet home..it has 9
human beings at different spots..
my mom in the kitchen...
dad in his "office room"...
four of my classmates(karen,jieying,jane,cassandra quek)
in the living room wathcing some 5566 programme...
1 aircon repair man in master bed room...
another aircon repair men in my room...
and lastly me..here..on my com...
a busy day for me..yet it feels like theres no difference.

*seraching for aqualung-strange and beautiful*

Monday, January 13, 2003

+++..wEn blOgS..+++

jo jus left my hse..dag's eatin dinner..wad my mum cook..its nice k..really..
if u all DUN believe..ask dag..dere.!..

ok..while i was happily watchin tv..she smsed me..
"..hi..how r u?..i jus brk wif my stead..sad.."..
wad is she tryin 2 sae?..
am i a subsitute 2 her?..
am i wad she needs only when she needs me..n when shes sad..
-->..get out of my life..pls..<---
-->..u r not worth it 2 be part of my life..<---

ke..but 2dae..i was doin my hw..was tinkin bout de sms she sent me..
-points up-..
n i looked up...
n saw her foto in a foto frame on my table..
began 2 tink of de past..n her..
her cute face..her smoothin words..
her "i feel so love" hugs..
im such a bitch..y am i even tinkin of her..
its true rite?..
" the past haunts..u..every single part of u.."..

***..7 more daes..***..
ok i noe..
sounds like de ring..
but its 7more daes 2 our anniversary..
woooo..
sweetie..i love u..
time flies..-hugs-..
n im sure..
we hv many more months 2 cum..
-muacks-..

---->..joanna quek liyi...<-----
jus felt like doin tis..
i love u..
more den my dad loves my mum..
yes..really..
u mean so much 2 me..
n i cant bear de thot of u leavin me..
at de end of de yr..
but i noe..
we will still be 2gether..
yes..both me n u..hugs..
be strong darling..find urself..
bring out ur true self..n i will be here 4 u..
always..n..stand up 4 ur rites k..=)..

+++..ivE finiSh bLoGgin..byeeeeeeeeerrrr..+++